As you carefully try to uncover the secrets of those who possess meaning to you, you never really seem to grasp the truth. This is because one's true self will forever be imprisoned behind the false sense of security that is the body. We are nothing but skin and bones. Capable of love, yes, but also capable of pain. Pain...a word that is but a fleeting memory. The meaning of this word is solely too foul to utter. My heart has encased this feeling far too long. It has become a part of me. Without pain, there can be no happiness. Happiness...a word so uplifting, it can make your heart skip a beat. I never really felt true happiness until I became fully self-aware. Now we move on to the four letter word that is so delicate it can make your heart skip a beat, but is so murderous it can inflict the deepest wounds and leave the most hideous scars. Love. Oh, I have used this word far too many times for all the wrong reasons. It is a word I adore, yet fear at the same time. I will never really come to terms with it. As you read this, there is probably a single word passing through your train of thought; freak. Well my dear, I am indeed a freak. Though not for the reasons you are claiming. Only because I reflect all of my true self. I have become one with my flaws, insecurities and mistakes and utilized them to my advantage, which is why I am so deeply hated. This hatred bothers me not in the least bit; I have actually become quite fond of it. Everyone in this universe has flaws. Embrace them. Love them. Those who hate have nothing but insecurities. I am an individual of independence. Even though I do believe and trust in God above all, I try to have as much faith in myself as possible. You cannot get anywhere in life if you don't have the strength and belief in yourself that you can fight on your own until your very last breath, until the very last word that escapes your lips.I can easily be your best friend, your greatest ally, if you've whole-heartedly exposed your true being and instilled within me a sense of trust. I suppose this is the point where I can depart, but before I go, let me leave you with this little piece of advice; life is about falling, living is about getting back up.
-Lenore Rose Nevermore/Lucian Vladimir Nevermore
-Agender (they/them pronouns only)
-Extra Dimensional Traveler
-Nature and Universe Enthusiast
-Hair and Makeup Artist
-Future Violinist and Pianist
If you cannot begin a conversation with more than "hey," you need not inquire.
I am one of the most open-minded people alive and it saddens me to say that there are few others out there who share the same mindset. I'm at peace with and confident in myself, so if I'm not what you're looking for, the door is always open. Everything happens for a reason and I'm content allowing my life to take its proper course.
Atheism, excessive drug/alcohol use and being overweight/unfit are my only non-negotiables. I can overlook most things others cannot. I'm simply sick of people wasting my time. -I have taken time to be alone and discover who I am and what I want in life and in a relationship. If you have not reached that point, do not contact me. This was the downfall of my last relationship and I don't want that to happen again. I have a lot to offer someone and I believe I deserve the same in return. I give 100% in my relationships and it's only fair that I receive the same.
-I am faithful. Cheating will never be an option. If a problem arises, I will speak to you about it. Good communication is a must
-As I said before, Atheism is really my only non-negotiable. God is my rock and my faith is what has gotten me through all my struggles, so I really need someone who believes in/worships a higher power, excluding the devil.
-I have minor depression and social anxiety
-I am a very idealistic, emotional, spiritual person, but I do try to make decisions logically
-I am not currently working and do not have a steady source of income. I did not attend college and have no plans to. I am pursuing publication of my first novel. If and when that fails, I will pursue another line of work. I'm looking for an agent to represent me at the moment
If you've bothered to read my profile in its entirety, I thank you. I am looking for someone to love and grow with on all levels. If you think you'd like to learn more about me and are looking for someone who will disregard your past, accept your present and encourage your future as I will, I'm only a message away.
|Home Location||Brick, New Jersey, United States of America|
|Height||5.5" (165 cm)|
Artistic Earthy Intellectual Loving Low Maintenance Open Minded Outgoing Quiet Romantic Self Confident Sensitive Serious Shy Sophisticated Spiritual Spontaneous Stubborn
I'm searching for an intellectual who's fueled by Faith and loves all things strange. Open-mindedness is a must. I'm yearning for someone who is seriously searching for a lasting, long-term relationship. All of my relationships have failed because they were based on lies of intent. I'd love to find someone who enjoys the simple things life has to offer and will give me the unconditional love I will give them. I'm a hopeless romantic at heart and although I have an intimidating exterior, I have a heart of gold and a soul of light and optimism. My heart has been stepped on time and again, but I still have a lot of love to give to the right person. Every failed relationship I've had was with a man, so I figured I'd broaden my horizons and try dating women for a change. I was put off from dating females because of a bad experience in high school, but I'm no longer letting me hold that back from potentially finding someone who will stick around. I'd be ecstatic to find a lovely lady with a similar mindset and interests!
|Interested in||Men, Women|
|Aged between||20 - 25|
|Wants Children||Not Sure|
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